Scratch That...

So, I've decided that match.com is not right for me now.

What happened was really surprising to me actually. I got a wink from a legitimate person that seemed OK to go out with. However, internally, I freaked out. I couldn't imagine actually going on a date right now.

Part of me feels like "What's the point." and another part just feels like adding more stuff to my life right now just isn't the answer.

Recently, I started school up again and work is picking up to be busier and busier. I wish it was easier for me to do this, but I really think I should just focus on Cam, work, school, and keeping the house maintained right now. I definitely don't have the money for any type of date that involves spending more than $10. Therefore, I guess I don't have the time for women.

And that, for me, is a difficult thing to say... or live by rather. Yeah, my profile on match has been taken down, but that still leaves me open to the next vixen that crosses my path who I take an interest in. Look, new person, extra shiny. Guy juices want me to pay attention to the new shiny, but when I'm not thinking with guy juices my wish is to stay focused and not worry about that right now.

Hopefully I can come to some resolve on this some time or other.