WRESTLE

WRESTLE

My pseudo reality

Always leading me towards fatality

What is it that I've been missing

Which devil have I been kissing

An affair, that made me stare

Wound, bound then drowned

Focusing on my complaint

Living life in restraint

Casting atrocity on my curiosity

Chopping off any velocity

So debilitating, I'm hating

My self-taught rating

But, still, I wrestle

With the question - Am I special?

"WHO AM I" I scream in anger!!!

Shouting at myself, the stranger

Truth was twisted at a young age

Keeping me from the stage

Seeding doubt, un-won bout

Living impotent - not stout

But a flicker I seize

Woke up by a gentle breeze

I notice my soul yearning

My heart burning

Now, instead, yank the cable

Throw myself onto the table

Pull out the scalpel and make the incision

Into my heart, it's time to release the vision

But, hand trembles in fear

So many questions, how will I stear?

Not wanting to Know

Denying that I know

Pleading to forget

Remember Nothing!!!

Forget It All!!

You'll fall

you'll fall

you'll Fall...

Knowing that I have what it takes

But fearing the stakes

I get caught up in this demonic affair

Scared, I stall and stop any care

"Who Am I", are you so rare?

Not many live out their hearts dare

The voice lingers

Pointing its fingers

Who are you to push through?

Not many do.

Why are you so special?

You won't win this wrestle

My message you've come to love

Apathy, I gift to you from above

So lay down in its familiar bed, and feel free

Here, you don't have to be

You can let out all the steam

Towards the desire of any dream

It's too painful to try

You're not the right guy

Make comfort your queen

Let fear be your King!!!

Return to what you know

Don't open that door - don't go!

First get your questions answered

You have to know, You have to know!!

Without a guarantee

You won't be able to act and plan accordingly

If you get into the game

Others will see - they'll think you're lame!

So, wrap yourself with this blanket of denial

After-all, it is your style...